Post by Aerynn Donnelly on Oct 23, 2014 22:54:33 GMT -6
It had been a while since she ventured out. Anywhere. She had even started to sorta avoid Pauly and Shonn's calls. Only showing up at a show to fuck over Jezsika. Or Brody.
If someone asked her who she blamed more for her current.. mind set.. she honestly couldn't answer who she felt was more to blame. Hell, on some rational level, she knew that even Joshua and Maiko had a hand in her current.. mental state. Or lack there of.
And on that same note, she knew that, somewhere deep down.. she didn't try to stop that descent into madness.
And now?
Now everyone would feel the wrath that was Aerynn Donnelly. Now everyone would reap what they've sown.
As she roamed through the warehouse that she had bought; the one full of mannequins.. She played scenes and memories of the past few months over and over in her head. Over and over, they tormented her. Over and over, they pushed her further away. Deeper into that pit of madness that she'd been pushed into.
As she roamed through the warehouse, she came to a table. She planted her hands upon it and leaned against them. Her gaze was locked on the cell phone that was laying upon it. As she stood there, she began to lightly rock back and forth. Just staring at the phone.
She remained like that for about half an hour before the phone chimed with an incoming message. Quickly, she reached for it and swiped at the screen to read the incoming message. A sneering smile formed as she read the message and quickly tapped out a reply.
“On my way.”
She tossed the phone back onto the table, grabbed her helmet and headed out of the warehouse.
Once outside, she climbed onto her bike and started it. Before she put her helmet on, she placed her earbuds in and pressed “Play” on her iPod.
“I'm friends with the monster..
..That's under my bed.
Get along with the voices..
..Inside of my head.
You're tryin' to save me..
..Stop holdin' your breath.
And you think I'm crazy..
..Yeah, you think I'm crazy..”
She hit the street and off she went. It didn't take her long to reach speeds high enough that, were she not a pro at riding that bike, she would've crashed it long before now. And probably have died from impact. Just before she hit the interstate that would lead her to the address that Shonn sent her, she heard a siren squawk behind her. She turned to see a cop pull behind her with it's lights on.
She smiled darkly as it appeared that she was going pull over. She glanced towards the on-ramp, seen the traffic and gunned the bike. Kicking rocks back onto the squad car, she shot up the ramp and moved swiftly into traffic. Weaving in and out between cars, semis, trucks and other vehicles on the road, the cop doing what he could to keep up.
It was almost as if the Gods were smiling on Aerynn as her little chase started. Slipknot came screaming into her ears as she pushed the bike to even faster speeds. Still weaving in and out of traffic as if she were flying on angels wings.
One minute the cop was right on her tail.. The next, even the cop had no idea how he lost her.
She looked behind her and laughed. And then the voices began to filter through her head.
“That bitch will pay.”
“Joshua took so much. Billy from Ashley.. Carrie.. From Bethany. Melissa.. From you.”
“....when you betrayed me.”
Aerynn growled as that last voice.
Aerynn: “Betrayed ye..”
She snarled.
Aerynn: “Yer one tae talk 'bout betrayal, Jeszika Gautier. When all o' this started wit' Joshua.. Where were ye? Ye were off gettin' yer rancid cunt munched on by some worthless snipe who couldna e'en be whot she claimed tae be. Loyal. Tha' lil tripe went runnin' scared at tha first lil sign o' trouble. Aye, much like Logan did. I'llna deny tha'. Logan was weak. A coward. But at least he had tha balls tae tell me it was over. No' like yers, who.. Truth be told, belongs wit' tha collar 'round her neck. Nae tha other way 'round. Yer a plague, Jeszika. A virus. Yer an infection. Ye spread yer snatch 'round as much as ye spread yer money. Ye can play tha martyr all ye want, Jeszika. But we both know who really put forth their whole effort inta tryin' tae find Brody. An' it wasna ye. Nae, ye were too damned worried 'bout snortin' tha' lil white powder. 'R stickin' some needle in yer arm.”
She paused a moment. Shaking her head.
Aerynn: “Nae, tha' was Ashley. Still.. Ye drank an' fucked away yer time. Ye bowed down tae a lesser being. Ye proved yerself tae be jus' as worthless as e'eryone else. Wasna yer time; yer effort, tha' went inta tryin' tae find Brody. Ye knew less 'bout Joshua an' Maiko than anyone. Hell, e'en Bethany can say she tried.”
She growled again.
Aerynn: “An' whot I find funny, ye honestly think this is 'bout me losin' Logan. Logan was a means tae an end. Aye, twas good while it lasted. But he proved tae be as useless an' worthless as ye. All o' ye said tha' I'd ne'er be able tae do whot needed done to beat Joshua. Ye all thought tha' fightin' him like tha CareBears an' bein' a 'team' was goin' tae work. Did ye really think tha' sittin' 'round some bar singin' Kumayah would defeat him? Seriously? Nae, it dinna. An' ye well know it. I did whot NONE o' ye were willin' tae do. No' a fuckin' one o' ye were willin' tae be broken.. No' a one o' ye were willin' tae step inta tha darkness an' fight blind. Ye an' yer fuckin' night lights an' need fer a lynch mob. Ye an' yer need tae drink yerself inta oblivion. Lettin' yerself be degraded by Melissa... Ye may as well've just joined Joshua. Yer jus' as fuckin' sick an' twisted as he is. Only ye spread yer disease an' infection 'round by slingin' tha' bloody cunt o' yers 'round tae anyone who buys ye a line an' a shot.”
She finally pulled off the interstate and found her way to the address that Shonn had texted her. Once she pulled into the underground garage, she found a place to park the bike and killed the engine. Bike secured and the helmet removed, she headed towards the door. She knocked, and as it opened, she didn't even wait for the man behind said door to ask for a password or anything, she simply kicked the door open and headed right on in.
Once inside, she found Shonn quickly enough and nodded towards the center of the room. Shonn glanced down to her and smirked.
Shonn: “Figured ye'd need this, Alice.”
Said just before he leaned over and planted a kiss to the top of her head. Aerynn was already feeling the violence and rage rising inside of her. She didn't even wait until her name was called before she handed Shonn her jacket and headed to the circle. She stepped in and sneered at the man across from her.
When the man turned around, the sight of him caused her ire and rage to surface almost instantly.
Aerynn: “Ye.”
Was all she said before she was on the guy in a flash. She managed to wrap her legs around the guys waist as she began to rain blow after blow down upon the hood covered head. The guy, taken back by the sudden attack, could do nothing more than try to cover his head as Aerynn seemed to unleash a fury that even Shonn didn't know existed within the woman.
Blow after blow connected against the man's head before someone came up behind Aerynn and grabbed her around the waist and pulled her off the guy. She kicked and growled to get free. Something feral inside of her seemed to break free. Once she was planted on her feet, she was off again. Rushing the guy just as he got the hooded jacket pulled off. She managed to drop kick him in the face. Knocking him onto his back.
She wasted no time straddling the guy around the waist. She managed to lock her legs around him in a way that he wouldn't be able to break free as she began to pummel his face. Sounds of her connecting time and time again could be heard. After a handful of blows, the guy began to spit up blood. Some landing on Aerynn's face as she didn't relent.
And again, arms managed to wrap around Aerynn and pull her off the guy. Allowing someone to rush over to him and quickly drag him out of the circle. That is.. Until Aerynn seen the woman who came rushing over to him.
She was blonde. Tall. And well, from the back? Yeah, another rush of feralistic rage claimed the Irish Princess as she broke free of the arms that were holding her and took off at a dead run towards the woman.
When Aerynn reached her, bloodied hands reached out to grab the woman by the back of the head. Aerynn didn't waste any time letting out a feral scream and threw the woman across the circle. Watching as she landed at the feet of those gathered.
And then Aerynn went into stalking mode. She stalked towards the woman, whose face was hidden by the curtain of wealthy blonde hair. Once Aerynn reached where the woman was crumpled on the floor, she reached down and grabbed two handfuls of hair and lifted her up.
Aerynn: “Ye dinna get a happy endin'.. None o' ye!”
She hissed at the woman just before Aerynn's knee connected to the woman's face. She felt the woman's nose give under her knee. She felt the woman's blood soaking through her jeans as she used her left hand to pull the woman's head back by her hair and sent her right forearm into her face. Over and over again.
The crowd had fallen silent as Aerynn's reign of rage and fury seemed to become the focus of the fight. But by the time Shonn got to her.. It was too late for the blonde woman.
Days later, they'd find out that Aerynn had put the guy in a coma. Broken more facial bones in his face than anyone figured a human would have. The blonde? Well, she had a broken nose, fractured jaw and Aerynn had shattered her orbital bone on the left side of her face.
However, because the fight was an unsanctioned underground fight, no one was talking.
Days later.. Aerynn and Shonn were at the warehouse. He hadn't left her side since that night. Something inside Aerynn had truly broken.
She was pacing as the camera started.
“Why should I apologize fer bein' a monster? None o' ye have apologized fer makin' me this way.
I betrayed ye? I betrayed whot, Jeszika? A fuckin' whore who canna make up her mind whot she wants more? Chokin' on a cock 'r gaggin' on a sticky snatch? Ye canna make up yer mind on whot ye prefer more. Coke bein' snorted up yer nose 'r bein' so drunk ye push yer best friend tae tha point o' tryin' tae shoot herself in tha head.
Though, truth be told? As much o' a cowardly thing tha' woulda been fer Bethany tae do.. Out o' all o' ye.. She woulda got off easy by eatin' a bullet.”
She laughed.
“Probably woulda tasted better than yer virus infected snatch anyways.”
She cracked her neck slightly.
“Sure sure. Ye think I let e'eryone down. Tha' I abandoned ye all at tha last pay-per-view. Dinna ye do tha' at tha beginnin' o' all o' this? Abandoned Brody tae go rub slits wit' Melissa. Only tae have Melissa get a lil bump on tha head an' go runnin' off like a scared lil girl?”
She sneered.
“Some Domme she turned out tae be.
Worthless. Jus' like all o' ye.”
She turned away from the camera and only her voice could be heard.
“Abandon all Hope, Jeszika.. Ye who enter here.”
If someone asked her who she blamed more for her current.. mind set.. she honestly couldn't answer who she felt was more to blame. Hell, on some rational level, she knew that even Joshua and Maiko had a hand in her current.. mental state. Or lack there of.
And on that same note, she knew that, somewhere deep down.. she didn't try to stop that descent into madness.
And now?
Now everyone would feel the wrath that was Aerynn Donnelly. Now everyone would reap what they've sown.
As she roamed through the warehouse that she had bought; the one full of mannequins.. She played scenes and memories of the past few months over and over in her head. Over and over, they tormented her. Over and over, they pushed her further away. Deeper into that pit of madness that she'd been pushed into.
As she roamed through the warehouse, she came to a table. She planted her hands upon it and leaned against them. Her gaze was locked on the cell phone that was laying upon it. As she stood there, she began to lightly rock back and forth. Just staring at the phone.
She remained like that for about half an hour before the phone chimed with an incoming message. Quickly, she reached for it and swiped at the screen to read the incoming message. A sneering smile formed as she read the message and quickly tapped out a reply.
“On my way.”
She tossed the phone back onto the table, grabbed her helmet and headed out of the warehouse.
Once outside, she climbed onto her bike and started it. Before she put her helmet on, she placed her earbuds in and pressed “Play” on her iPod.
“I'm friends with the monster..
..That's under my bed.
Get along with the voices..
..Inside of my head.
You're tryin' to save me..
..Stop holdin' your breath.
And you think I'm crazy..
..Yeah, you think I'm crazy..”
She hit the street and off she went. It didn't take her long to reach speeds high enough that, were she not a pro at riding that bike, she would've crashed it long before now. And probably have died from impact. Just before she hit the interstate that would lead her to the address that Shonn sent her, she heard a siren squawk behind her. She turned to see a cop pull behind her with it's lights on.
She smiled darkly as it appeared that she was going pull over. She glanced towards the on-ramp, seen the traffic and gunned the bike. Kicking rocks back onto the squad car, she shot up the ramp and moved swiftly into traffic. Weaving in and out between cars, semis, trucks and other vehicles on the road, the cop doing what he could to keep up.
It was almost as if the Gods were smiling on Aerynn as her little chase started. Slipknot came screaming into her ears as she pushed the bike to even faster speeds. Still weaving in and out of traffic as if she were flying on angels wings.
One minute the cop was right on her tail.. The next, even the cop had no idea how he lost her.
She looked behind her and laughed. And then the voices began to filter through her head.
“That bitch will pay.”
“Joshua took so much. Billy from Ashley.. Carrie.. From Bethany. Melissa.. From you.”
“....when you betrayed me.”
Aerynn growled as that last voice.
Aerynn: “Betrayed ye..”
She snarled.
Aerynn: “Yer one tae talk 'bout betrayal, Jeszika Gautier. When all o' this started wit' Joshua.. Where were ye? Ye were off gettin' yer rancid cunt munched on by some worthless snipe who couldna e'en be whot she claimed tae be. Loyal. Tha' lil tripe went runnin' scared at tha first lil sign o' trouble. Aye, much like Logan did. I'llna deny tha'. Logan was weak. A coward. But at least he had tha balls tae tell me it was over. No' like yers, who.. Truth be told, belongs wit' tha collar 'round her neck. Nae tha other way 'round. Yer a plague, Jeszika. A virus. Yer an infection. Ye spread yer snatch 'round as much as ye spread yer money. Ye can play tha martyr all ye want, Jeszika. But we both know who really put forth their whole effort inta tryin' tae find Brody. An' it wasna ye. Nae, ye were too damned worried 'bout snortin' tha' lil white powder. 'R stickin' some needle in yer arm.”
She paused a moment. Shaking her head.
Aerynn: “Nae, tha' was Ashley. Still.. Ye drank an' fucked away yer time. Ye bowed down tae a lesser being. Ye proved yerself tae be jus' as worthless as e'eryone else. Wasna yer time; yer effort, tha' went inta tryin' tae find Brody. Ye knew less 'bout Joshua an' Maiko than anyone. Hell, e'en Bethany can say she tried.”
She growled again.
Aerynn: “An' whot I find funny, ye honestly think this is 'bout me losin' Logan. Logan was a means tae an end. Aye, twas good while it lasted. But he proved tae be as useless an' worthless as ye. All o' ye said tha' I'd ne'er be able tae do whot needed done to beat Joshua. Ye all thought tha' fightin' him like tha CareBears an' bein' a 'team' was goin' tae work. Did ye really think tha' sittin' 'round some bar singin' Kumayah would defeat him? Seriously? Nae, it dinna. An' ye well know it. I did whot NONE o' ye were willin' tae do. No' a fuckin' one o' ye were willin' tae be broken.. No' a one o' ye were willin' tae step inta tha darkness an' fight blind. Ye an' yer fuckin' night lights an' need fer a lynch mob. Ye an' yer need tae drink yerself inta oblivion. Lettin' yerself be degraded by Melissa... Ye may as well've just joined Joshua. Yer jus' as fuckin' sick an' twisted as he is. Only ye spread yer disease an' infection 'round by slingin' tha' bloody cunt o' yers 'round tae anyone who buys ye a line an' a shot.”
She finally pulled off the interstate and found her way to the address that Shonn had texted her. Once she pulled into the underground garage, she found a place to park the bike and killed the engine. Bike secured and the helmet removed, she headed towards the door. She knocked, and as it opened, she didn't even wait for the man behind said door to ask for a password or anything, she simply kicked the door open and headed right on in.
Once inside, she found Shonn quickly enough and nodded towards the center of the room. Shonn glanced down to her and smirked.
Shonn: “Figured ye'd need this, Alice.”
Said just before he leaned over and planted a kiss to the top of her head. Aerynn was already feeling the violence and rage rising inside of her. She didn't even wait until her name was called before she handed Shonn her jacket and headed to the circle. She stepped in and sneered at the man across from her.
When the man turned around, the sight of him caused her ire and rage to surface almost instantly.
Aerynn: “Ye.”
Was all she said before she was on the guy in a flash. She managed to wrap her legs around the guys waist as she began to rain blow after blow down upon the hood covered head. The guy, taken back by the sudden attack, could do nothing more than try to cover his head as Aerynn seemed to unleash a fury that even Shonn didn't know existed within the woman.
Blow after blow connected against the man's head before someone came up behind Aerynn and grabbed her around the waist and pulled her off the guy. She kicked and growled to get free. Something feral inside of her seemed to break free. Once she was planted on her feet, she was off again. Rushing the guy just as he got the hooded jacket pulled off. She managed to drop kick him in the face. Knocking him onto his back.
She wasted no time straddling the guy around the waist. She managed to lock her legs around him in a way that he wouldn't be able to break free as she began to pummel his face. Sounds of her connecting time and time again could be heard. After a handful of blows, the guy began to spit up blood. Some landing on Aerynn's face as she didn't relent.
And again, arms managed to wrap around Aerynn and pull her off the guy. Allowing someone to rush over to him and quickly drag him out of the circle. That is.. Until Aerynn seen the woman who came rushing over to him.
She was blonde. Tall. And well, from the back? Yeah, another rush of feralistic rage claimed the Irish Princess as she broke free of the arms that were holding her and took off at a dead run towards the woman.
When Aerynn reached her, bloodied hands reached out to grab the woman by the back of the head. Aerynn didn't waste any time letting out a feral scream and threw the woman across the circle. Watching as she landed at the feet of those gathered.
And then Aerynn went into stalking mode. She stalked towards the woman, whose face was hidden by the curtain of wealthy blonde hair. Once Aerynn reached where the woman was crumpled on the floor, she reached down and grabbed two handfuls of hair and lifted her up.
Aerynn: “Ye dinna get a happy endin'.. None o' ye!”
She hissed at the woman just before Aerynn's knee connected to the woman's face. She felt the woman's nose give under her knee. She felt the woman's blood soaking through her jeans as she used her left hand to pull the woman's head back by her hair and sent her right forearm into her face. Over and over again.
The crowd had fallen silent as Aerynn's reign of rage and fury seemed to become the focus of the fight. But by the time Shonn got to her.. It was too late for the blonde woman.
Days later, they'd find out that Aerynn had put the guy in a coma. Broken more facial bones in his face than anyone figured a human would have. The blonde? Well, she had a broken nose, fractured jaw and Aerynn had shattered her orbital bone on the left side of her face.
However, because the fight was an unsanctioned underground fight, no one was talking.
Days later.. Aerynn and Shonn were at the warehouse. He hadn't left her side since that night. Something inside Aerynn had truly broken.
She was pacing as the camera started.
“Why should I apologize fer bein' a monster? None o' ye have apologized fer makin' me this way.
I betrayed ye? I betrayed whot, Jeszika? A fuckin' whore who canna make up her mind whot she wants more? Chokin' on a cock 'r gaggin' on a sticky snatch? Ye canna make up yer mind on whot ye prefer more. Coke bein' snorted up yer nose 'r bein' so drunk ye push yer best friend tae tha point o' tryin' tae shoot herself in tha head.
Though, truth be told? As much o' a cowardly thing tha' woulda been fer Bethany tae do.. Out o' all o' ye.. She woulda got off easy by eatin' a bullet.”
She laughed.
“Probably woulda tasted better than yer virus infected snatch anyways.”
She cracked her neck slightly.
“Sure sure. Ye think I let e'eryone down. Tha' I abandoned ye all at tha last pay-per-view. Dinna ye do tha' at tha beginnin' o' all o' this? Abandoned Brody tae go rub slits wit' Melissa. Only tae have Melissa get a lil bump on tha head an' go runnin' off like a scared lil girl?”
She sneered.
“Some Domme she turned out tae be.
Worthless. Jus' like all o' ye.”
She turned away from the camera and only her voice could be heard.
“Abandon all Hope, Jeszika.. Ye who enter here.”
