Post by Jeszika on May 28, 2015 16:58:57 GMT -6
Carrie Winter sits at a table on a break at Prey. Sitting at the table with her are an obviously inebriated pair of friends, Alissa Lacroix and Kelly Taylor. As the three of them chat over nothing in particular, Carrie’s girlfriend, Jeszika Gautier, enters the establishment. She turns a corner, walking towards the table. As the sight of Carrie sitting there with two other women, both apparently intoxicated, Jeszika shakes her head, her breath catching in her throat.
Jeszika: I can't deal with this right now....
She goes to turn around and leave. Carrie looks up and sees her leaving, a look of shock coming over her face.
Carrie: Jezzy?
Jeszika: Carrie... what are you doing?
Carrie gingerly points to the door.
Carrie: Waiting for their cab.
Jeszika: Are you sure about that Care... looks to me like you're getting high with a couple of girls who dig chicks....
Carrie shakes her head.
Carrie: I haven’t had anything…
Alissa nods drunkenly.
Alissa: She’sss right, wouldn’t let ussss have any… any… what were we looking for?
Kelly shrugs.
Kelly: Um… I dunno… I was too biiizzy ssskiing in the sssnow!
Carrie raises her hands.
Carrie: They’re just drunk, I called Li but she was a little… herself.
Jeszika: And how do I know you're not, huh? You can't tell me you've sat here while they got like this and didn't have any. I know you, Carrie. I know I wouldn't have been able to, Care... we're addicts…
Carrie: I’m still on the clock…
Jeszika: Well, I don't see you working...
Carrie nods, obviously hurt.
Carrie: Can I help you, Ma’am?
Jeszika narrow her eyes.
Jeszika: Not funny... look if you wanna be with these guys, getting high, that's fine by me... they can keep you for all I care...
Carrie’s eyes go wide.
Carrie: What are you talking about?
Jeszika: Go be with them... you obviously like them more than me since you're off there getting high with them and not me…
Carrie stands there dumbfounded.
Carrie: Wha, what, WHAT???
Jeszika: You heard me...
She turns and walks out. Carrie’s runs after her, making it out the door just as Jeszika makes it to her car.
Carrie: Did you just… are you…
She pauses, barely able to get the words out, tears in her eyes.
Carrie: Breaking up with me?
Jeszika: what do you think?
She turns to face Carrie.
Jeszika: Think about it, Carrie... I just walked in on you with two known lesbians, doing God knows what with them! Then there was Ash... I saw the look on your face, you enjoyed that...
She opens her car door and gets in.
Jeszika: Goodbye, Carrie…
Carrie: Jezzy, Jezzy, wait! Please, I didn’t do anything!
Jeszika shuts the car door without a word and starts the car.
Carrie: Please, Jezzy! I’ll do anything… piss me… take blood…
The tears start rolling down her face.
Carrie: Please, don’t leave me…
Sobbing, she falls to her knees.
Jeszika: I just need to be alone...
She says quietly the. puts the car into gear and drives away.
A few hours later…
Jeszika Gautier sits inside her Bumblebee, a mostly empty bottle of Jack Daniel’s perched at her lips. Angry tears still run down her cheeks from eyes that say this has been going on for a while. Lowering the bottle, she looks around at the surrounding swamp, trying to decide if it was a good idea to have come way out here away from the city all by herself. She looks over at the passenger seat, trying to remember if she’d actually contacted anyone first, though, it’s likely that she didn’t because of her emotional state earlier. Just as she goes to finish off the bottle, a beat-up pick-up truck drives up. The driver, her boyfriend, Kristian Devereaux, turns it off and nods to her car. This is what he’d been afraid of when Nikki had called him about Jeszika being out here. He takes a deep breath and then steps from his truck, hoping Jeszika is not too far gone yet.
Kristian: Jezzy?
In her drunkenness she doesn't hear him at first. Too lost in her own world. She takes another mouthful of drink.
Kristian: Jezzy…
He stops at the sight of her.
Kristian: How much have you had?
Without even looking at him she simply says.
Jeszika: Not enough...
Before taking another mouthful.
Kristian: What happened?
Jeszika: what didn't happen is more to the point ..
Kristian cocks his head.
Kristian: What do you mean, did you get more texts?
Jeszika shakes her head.
Jeszika: I fucked up, Kris...
A tear trickles down her cheek.
Kristian: How?
Jeszika: Carrie... I...
She shakes her head not able to put words to what she’s done.
Kristian: What happened?
Jeszika: I... I hurt her bad kris... She needs you... j just... Wanna be alone right now....
Kristian frowns in confusion.
Kristian: How did you hurt her?
Jeszika: I... I told her to leave...
She looks up at him her eyes filling with tears.
Jeszika: I'm so stupid!! I don't deserve either of you... leave while it's still safe, Kris, before I break your heart too!
Kristian walks over to her and hugs her even as she remains seated in her car.
Kristian: It’s gonna be ok.
Jeszika: No its not, Kris... I have a stalker. I don't know who he is or what he's gonna do next. I just told my girlfriend to go be with two other lesbians and to get high... I need help, Kris... I'm the biggest fuck up ever!
Kristian: I love you.
Jeszika: You're crazy... run while you can, Kris... I'm warning you...
Kristian shakes his head.
Kristian: No.
Jeszika: Why? I'll only hurt you too…
Kristian: I’m not abandoning you because you got drunk in the swamp…
Jeszika: I didn't just get drunk in the swamp.... i told our girlfriend to leave.... i broke up with her, Kris... out of anger. I broke her heart all cause I'm not coping well.
Kristian nods, pulling a phone from his pocket.
Kristian: Nikki? Yeah, I found her, thanks. You’re gonna wanna find Carrie. Thanks.
He hangs up and nods to Jeszika.
Kristian: We’re gonna be ok, Jezzy Belle.
Jeszika: I'm not fit to be around people though. I only cause them pain. First Ashley, now Carrie... who's next…
Kristian: I believe in you.
Jeszika: I don't…
Kristian hugs her even more tightly.
Kristian: I know.
Jeszika: I don't deserve you... I really don't…
Kristian: I love you, Jez.
Jeszika: I love you too, Kris... I uh... probably too drunk to drive.... can we get someone to come pick up Bumblebee?
Kristian: Who do you trust?
Jeszika: Nikki and B.
Kristian nods and quickly sends off a text.
Kristian: They’ll take care of it.
Jeszika: Thank you, Kris... I don't deserve this but thank you... Carrie will need you too though... I hurt her bad....
Kristian nods.
Kristian: We’ll get through it.
Jeszika: I can't deal with this right now....
She goes to turn around and leave. Carrie looks up and sees her leaving, a look of shock coming over her face.
Carrie: Jezzy?
Jeszika: Carrie... what are you doing?
Carrie gingerly points to the door.
Carrie: Waiting for their cab.
Jeszika: Are you sure about that Care... looks to me like you're getting high with a couple of girls who dig chicks....
Carrie shakes her head.
Carrie: I haven’t had anything…
Alissa nods drunkenly.
Alissa: She’sss right, wouldn’t let ussss have any… any… what were we looking for?
Kelly shrugs.
Kelly: Um… I dunno… I was too biiizzy ssskiing in the sssnow!
Carrie raises her hands.
Carrie: They’re just drunk, I called Li but she was a little… herself.
Jeszika: And how do I know you're not, huh? You can't tell me you've sat here while they got like this and didn't have any. I know you, Carrie. I know I wouldn't have been able to, Care... we're addicts…
Carrie: I’m still on the clock…
Jeszika: Well, I don't see you working...
Carrie nods, obviously hurt.
Carrie: Can I help you, Ma’am?
Jeszika narrow her eyes.
Jeszika: Not funny... look if you wanna be with these guys, getting high, that's fine by me... they can keep you for all I care...
Carrie’s eyes go wide.
Carrie: What are you talking about?
Jeszika: Go be with them... you obviously like them more than me since you're off there getting high with them and not me…
Carrie stands there dumbfounded.
Carrie: Wha, what, WHAT???
Jeszika: You heard me...
She turns and walks out. Carrie’s runs after her, making it out the door just as Jeszika makes it to her car.
Carrie: Did you just… are you…
She pauses, barely able to get the words out, tears in her eyes.
Carrie: Breaking up with me?
Jeszika: what do you think?
She turns to face Carrie.
Jeszika: Think about it, Carrie... I just walked in on you with two known lesbians, doing God knows what with them! Then there was Ash... I saw the look on your face, you enjoyed that...
She opens her car door and gets in.
Jeszika: Goodbye, Carrie…
Carrie: Jezzy, Jezzy, wait! Please, I didn’t do anything!
Jeszika shuts the car door without a word and starts the car.
Carrie: Please, Jezzy! I’ll do anything… piss me… take blood…
The tears start rolling down her face.
Carrie: Please, don’t leave me…
Sobbing, she falls to her knees.
Jeszika: I just need to be alone...
She says quietly the. puts the car into gear and drives away.
A few hours later…
Jeszika Gautier sits inside her Bumblebee, a mostly empty bottle of Jack Daniel’s perched at her lips. Angry tears still run down her cheeks from eyes that say this has been going on for a while. Lowering the bottle, she looks around at the surrounding swamp, trying to decide if it was a good idea to have come way out here away from the city all by herself. She looks over at the passenger seat, trying to remember if she’d actually contacted anyone first, though, it’s likely that she didn’t because of her emotional state earlier. Just as she goes to finish off the bottle, a beat-up pick-up truck drives up. The driver, her boyfriend, Kristian Devereaux, turns it off and nods to her car. This is what he’d been afraid of when Nikki had called him about Jeszika being out here. He takes a deep breath and then steps from his truck, hoping Jeszika is not too far gone yet.
Kristian: Jezzy?
In her drunkenness she doesn't hear him at first. Too lost in her own world. She takes another mouthful of drink.
Kristian: Jezzy…
He stops at the sight of her.
Kristian: How much have you had?
Without even looking at him she simply says.
Jeszika: Not enough...
Before taking another mouthful.
Kristian: What happened?
Jeszika: what didn't happen is more to the point ..
Kristian cocks his head.
Kristian: What do you mean, did you get more texts?
Jeszika shakes her head.
Jeszika: I fucked up, Kris...
A tear trickles down her cheek.
Kristian: How?
Jeszika: Carrie... I...
She shakes her head not able to put words to what she’s done.
Kristian: What happened?
Jeszika: I... I hurt her bad kris... She needs you... j just... Wanna be alone right now....
Kristian frowns in confusion.
Kristian: How did you hurt her?
Jeszika: I... I told her to leave...
She looks up at him her eyes filling with tears.
Jeszika: I'm so stupid!! I don't deserve either of you... leave while it's still safe, Kris, before I break your heart too!
Kristian walks over to her and hugs her even as she remains seated in her car.
Kristian: It’s gonna be ok.
Jeszika: No its not, Kris... I have a stalker. I don't know who he is or what he's gonna do next. I just told my girlfriend to go be with two other lesbians and to get high... I need help, Kris... I'm the biggest fuck up ever!
Kristian: I love you.
Jeszika: You're crazy... run while you can, Kris... I'm warning you...
Kristian shakes his head.
Kristian: No.
Jeszika: Why? I'll only hurt you too…
Kristian: I’m not abandoning you because you got drunk in the swamp…
Jeszika: I didn't just get drunk in the swamp.... i told our girlfriend to leave.... i broke up with her, Kris... out of anger. I broke her heart all cause I'm not coping well.
Kristian nods, pulling a phone from his pocket.
Kristian: Nikki? Yeah, I found her, thanks. You’re gonna wanna find Carrie. Thanks.
He hangs up and nods to Jeszika.
Kristian: We’re gonna be ok, Jezzy Belle.
Jeszika: I'm not fit to be around people though. I only cause them pain. First Ashley, now Carrie... who's next…
Kristian: I believe in you.
Jeszika: I don't…
Kristian hugs her even more tightly.
Kristian: I know.
Jeszika: I don't deserve you... I really don't…
Kristian: I love you, Jez.
Jeszika: I love you too, Kris... I uh... probably too drunk to drive.... can we get someone to come pick up Bumblebee?
Kristian: Who do you trust?
Jeszika: Nikki and B.
Kristian nods and quickly sends off a text.
Kristian: They’ll take care of it.
Jeszika: Thank you, Kris... I don't deserve this but thank you... Carrie will need you too though... I hurt her bad....
Kristian nods.
Kristian: We’ll get through it.